I've returned to this site after such a long time and i was reading my own work, and i have just one word to say...DAMN. Its so bleak and dimwitted. I can't beleive i was like that. I guess i need to justify myself. Everyone goes through bad times in life, but as a young person, those bad times seem endless. As i've grown, i can honestly say that there is more to life then meets the eye. No i haven't found love, yes im pretty much still solitary, and honestly i have no idea who might read this. But all i want to say is that life might kick you in the ass over and over, and then over again, but for some weird reason its all worth it. In that moment you feel joy, everything will be good and all the hurt you ever suffered would only server as a catalyst to more happiness. I've been to the edge of life and i almost lept, but now that i haven't, i think that was the most important thing I ever did. I will leave my sordid half baked poetry for all the people that might come by so that you can see how life can turn arround. LIFE IS GOOD. LIVE IT. peace.